[VNASTY]

Three months ago I got my first gf in years, lost my virginity to her and joined school where I banged two other girls from my class. I broke up with my gf after two months because I wanted to bang other girls. The semester ended, I got sick and couldn’t leave my house for about two weeks. (The day I got sick I got terrible diarrhea and still managed to bang after a date with my side girl, without shitting myself no less)

Fast forward to today and I felt like I had no energy, I started watching porn again, exercised less frequently, stopped talking to male friends, lost charisma and charm, and just all around feel like a second tier me.

Today I went to the park to read a book (The Prince) and some girl sat behind me and we made eye contact, and smiled at each other. After I left I looked behind me and we made eye contact again and we both smiled pretty hard.

The fact that I could have closed the girl for a fact and that she found me attractive boosted my self esteem, so I called my ex and goddamn! I was nervous when I called so she asked me if I was drunk, I said no at first but realized it was a shit test so I said yes, and started dhving, etc and after 30 seconds I became “alpha” again (charismatic, high self worth, dgaf about others etc). Called my other girl after and this weekend will be dedicated to chasing pussy. I’ll update if it worked.

TLR:

I lose my spark and charisma if I don’t game girls. Has anyone had something similar?

[kaotic]

First of all, congrats on losing your virginity and banging other girls soon after.

Girls come and go and so does the nature of your game.

It's called feast and famine.

You always get a rush when you game girls - here's the thing you're always chasing that rush, and that rush will always get lower and lower into your years gaming girls.

You've just scratched the surface of what you're capable of.


My suggestion is give up porn for good, stay in the gym consistently for good - this should be apart of your lifestyle from now on. I'd also suggest stop coming back to girls you broke up with, move on to better pastures.

Feeling empty and losing charisma because you don't game girls isn't a good thing.

You should always be full of life and always having fun, regardless if girls are there or not.

You should always be motivated and have that spark, regardless if girls are there or not.

You should pursue other hobbies or things that interest you and start building your own empire.