My english is not good so please excuse my mistakes. Last month met a 9.5 girl at Istanbul airport on my last second day in Turkey (Plan was to stay here for 10+ days but had to run to my country for urgent work. But I planned to come back in a week). Threw some tourist questions and contacted her on fb 3 days later (I dont know why I preferred her fb over her number. I gave her my phone and she searched her acc herself and made an add request and then quickly reached for her phone in her bag and confirmed the request). She is 21 and Im 30. She is bad at English when it comes to speaking English. We were chatting on fb. I was careful not to reply her fast.
She said she would show me around if I ever come to Istanbul next time. I reached Istanbul days ago and the day I reached here she sent me message on fb asking "how are you?", I said Im in Istanbul and after a few hours I asked what she is doing the next day, she said she is busy that day but she made an counter offer for the 3rd day. She used to text me during the day for 2 days asking "where are you? "What are you doing?". She also said "This is the first time Im taking someone for sightseeing. You are the first"(Considering her soft nature + this statement I concluded that she is a virgin so I thought to take things slow the day we meet so that I doesnt scare her. I dont know whether I was right or wrong).
We met on the agreed day but I was late 30 - 40 mins and I forgot to apologize for it lol. Anyways, she wasn't speaking much, she would try but she couldn't most of the time and I think it bothered her. I tried taking her to a bar but she wasnt a drinker, I almost knew it before because she is religious. We visited some places (some times I paid for her and she paid for me too for tickets, soft drinks etc) (we took pictures and she would keep a distance between us for pictures so I decided to pull her near me, she didnt resisted) and then went near sea and spent some time there. The silence was occuring repeatedly and it was troubling me. I tried "Stare game", "Palm Reading" and "Strawberry game". I did a mistake smiling slightly but it was automatic reaction and may be because I forgot I shouldnt smile until the end. In the strawberry game her answers were "No Fences", "Eat as much as I can" and "Sorry" (These answers are exact). She tried stare game and gave up saying she cant. Later after hours she smiled and said she is shy. I think I did a mistake asking her what she is doing the next day and the day after. She said she is busy but she didnt made any counter offer at all.
Then we went for dinner as per plan and I managed to put my arm around her neck on the way and while we were in the boat (Its embarassing for me that I was only able to put my arm around her neck so late).
I could feel her hot body by my arm. We were getting a little chatty by then, I noticed she was looking at my lips sometimes (dont know because she wanted the kiss or she was thinking I was making strange lip movements while talking). Our heads were less than 16 inch closer. I wanted to kiss her right there but my stupidity took over and it put doubts in my head like "Can I kiss her in the public in this country? This is first meeting and is she a type of girl who will accept the kiss on day 1? Is she just an innocent girl who is taking me for a tour as a friend and will get offended if I try to kiss her?" I know how retard it is and Im banging my head on wall for it right now. Now I know that I should have tried kissing and it the situation would have become more clearer by itself. But whats done is done. I was talking to her then I made a sudden movement for imitating friend in a situation and I noticed it was then she realized how close she was sitting with me and moved away from me.
We reached the restaurant and had some conversation and she paid for the food too. She was telling me she had to go to her Dorm by 11 since we reached seaside and I thought its not going to happen tonight. My brain was empty and had no idea how I could invite her to my room and this thought really bothered me to the point I wasnt having much to say many of the times. I asked her if she can cook and she showed great excitement about it so I asked her playfully "When will you cook for me?" She said "I dont cook for everyone but just my friends" I said "So is that yes or a no?" She said she would cook if I have a place to cook which I said I have right now but she can come later for it. Fucking waiter told us its closing time so we left. We reached the train station and hugged her and she respoded well and didnt resisted. She didnt tell me anything like she had a good time or anything and we left. After a couple of hours she messaged me on fb saying "Can you send our photos?". So I sent her 1 picture and forgot about the other one so she said "Another picture?" Then I sent her the other one too. She said she has to sleep and that was the last message since day before yesterday's night and I didnt attempted to contact her in any way so far.
Im following this forum like holy scriptures and very religiously (at least Im giving my best, Im only able to move forward with game thinking I will get better with time).
Now I have following questions which are really bothering me:
- Was she just showing me around in pure innocence and had no feelings for me in the first place and I misunderstood her?
- When is the right time to contact her again and what do I say,
- Should I contact her in the first place or not?
- What do I do now?
- Since Im a tourist and short on time I was thinking to invite her to my place on saturday or sunday so that she could show me her cooking skills. Please give me opinion on this.
I really need some opinions on this situation and about this girl and myself. I need to understand clearly whats going on.
Can somebody please help by me here?
She said she would show me around if I ever come to Istanbul next time. I reached Istanbul days ago and the day I reached here she sent me message on fb asking "how are you?", I said Im in Istanbul and after a few hours I asked what she is doing the next day, she said she is busy that day but she made an counter offer for the 3rd day. She used to text me during the day for 2 days asking "where are you? "What are you doing?". She also said "This is the first time Im taking someone for sightseeing. You are the first"(Considering her soft nature + this statement I concluded that she is a virgin so I thought to take things slow the day we meet so that I doesnt scare her. I dont know whether I was right or wrong).
We met on the agreed day but I was late 30 - 40 mins and I forgot to apologize for it lol. Anyways, she wasn't speaking much, she would try but she couldn't most of the time and I think it bothered her. I tried taking her to a bar but she wasnt a drinker, I almost knew it before because she is religious. We visited some places (some times I paid for her and she paid for me too for tickets, soft drinks etc) (we took pictures and she would keep a distance between us for pictures so I decided to pull her near me, she didnt resisted) and then went near sea and spent some time there. The silence was occuring repeatedly and it was troubling me. I tried "Stare game", "Palm Reading" and "Strawberry game". I did a mistake smiling slightly but it was automatic reaction and may be because I forgot I shouldnt smile until the end. In the strawberry game her answers were "No Fences", "Eat as much as I can" and "Sorry" (These answers are exact). She tried stare game and gave up saying she cant. Later after hours she smiled and said she is shy. I think I did a mistake asking her what she is doing the next day and the day after. She said she is busy but she didnt made any counter offer at all.
Then we went for dinner as per plan and I managed to put my arm around her neck on the way and while we were in the boat (Its embarassing for me that I was only able to put my arm around her neck so late).
I could feel her hot body by my arm. We were getting a little chatty by then, I noticed she was looking at my lips sometimes (dont know because she wanted the kiss or she was thinking I was making strange lip movements while talking). Our heads were less than 16 inch closer. I wanted to kiss her right there but my stupidity took over and it put doubts in my head like "Can I kiss her in the public in this country? This is first meeting and is she a type of girl who will accept the kiss on day 1? Is she just an innocent girl who is taking me for a tour as a friend and will get offended if I try to kiss her?" I know how retard it is and Im banging my head on wall for it right now. Now I know that I should have tried kissing and it the situation would have become more clearer by itself. But whats done is done. I was talking to her then I made a sudden movement for imitating friend in a situation and I noticed it was then she realized how close she was sitting with me and moved away from me.
We reached the restaurant and had some conversation and she paid for the food too. She was telling me she had to go to her Dorm by 11 since we reached seaside and I thought its not going to happen tonight. My brain was empty and had no idea how I could invite her to my room and this thought really bothered me to the point I wasnt having much to say many of the times. I asked her if she can cook and she showed great excitement about it so I asked her playfully "When will you cook for me?" She said "I dont cook for everyone but just my friends" I said "So is that yes or a no?" She said she would cook if I have a place to cook which I said I have right now but she can come later for it. Fucking waiter told us its closing time so we left. We reached the train station and hugged her and she respoded well and didnt resisted. She didnt tell me anything like she had a good time or anything and we left. After a couple of hours she messaged me on fb saying "Can you send our photos?". So I sent her 1 picture and forgot about the other one so she said "Another picture?" Then I sent her the other one too. She said she has to sleep and that was the last message since day before yesterday's night and I didnt attempted to contact her in any way so far.
Im following this forum like holy scriptures and very religiously (at least Im giving my best, Im only able to move forward with game thinking I will get better with time).
Now I have following questions which are really bothering me:
- Was she just showing me around in pure innocence and had no feelings for me in the first place and I misunderstood her?
- When is the right time to contact her again and what do I say,
- Should I contact her in the first place or not?
- What do I do now?
- Since Im a tourist and short on time I was thinking to invite her to my place on saturday or sunday so that she could show me her cooking skills. Please give me opinion on this.
I really need some opinions on this situation and about this girl and myself. I need to understand clearly whats going on.
Can somebody please help by me here?