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Adventures Of the1element (Game Journal)
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Adventures Of the1element (Game Journal)

Hey there guys,

Hows it going?

You can call me Jay, the1element is kind of difficult to write out all the time.

One of my passions in life is writing, I write a lot, about 3 pages a day with pen and paper, plus notes, little quips, articles and content I write online. I hope I can use this journal and help other men go through similar struggles and obstacles.

I'm going through a lot of changes in my life and I have sights to make 2018 my best year yet (2017 could have been but I got lax cause I got a GF)

So let's drop my current stats.

Age: 23
All-time lays: 13

Tinder: 7
Real life: 3
Tumblr: 1 (Had another, she was virgin, did everything but)
OKC: 2
POF: 1

Level of attractiveness for each lay (scale of 10) I lost my virginity when I was 20.

1. 5 (Decently fat, came over directly from Tinder)

2. 5 (Big boned, a bit fat, pretty face Tinder)

3. 4 (Really plump, pretty face but fat face Tinder)

4. 6 (Hot body, kinda fucked up very short hair Real Life (met at a hostel)

5. 6 (Hot body, fucked up, long hair, she got a motel for the weekend cause she was travelling so we just hung out and fucked. OkCupid)

6. 6 maybe 7 (Good body, she was cool, a little hipster and a bit of a feminist, FWB for a month. Tinder)

7. 5 (Tight body, very petite, she wore a wig though and I pulled it off when I grabbed her hair while she was giving me a BJ in my car. Goofy personality, strange girl OkCupid)

8. 4 (Fat, smelled like curry.Tinder)

9. 4 (Rugby player, slut Tinder)

10. 4 (Pretty face, but really meh body. Indian but didn't smell. First time I fucked a girl in the ass POF)

11. 6 (Dated her for under a year, really pretty face and personality. She has a little too much weight, if she lost 10-15lbs she'd be really hot. Lost interest in her because the weight never went away.Real Life Cold Approach)

12. 6 (She was a trainee at the retail job I worked at earlier in the year, she was good looking, kind of a flirt and very flighty but we had fun. Made my mates at work jealous.Real Life)

13. 3 MAYBE a 4 (This was a slump buster, my GF (#11) broke up with me and I was in a month dry spell. Met her off Tumblr. A nice girl, but just too big for me..fuck man. I wouldn't have even banged her but she let me do anything, fucked her ass, everything. Had to psyche myself up to bang her.)

That's my past history, not too proud of it especially the earlier bangs but I try not to think about it. It's easy to begin questioning your own value of a man when you are only banging ugly girls.

Many of the Tinder girls were similar to this.

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The GF was this

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A LITTLE bit bigger in the stomach area.

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So what type of girl do I want?

Well, here's the typical girl I'm attracted to.

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Face is really important to me. I love the sultry look that some girls have in their eyes.

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Typically, girls that look like this. I like artistic girls but not CRAZY artistic or super hipster. The few models I've met in my life, I've gotten along good with them.

It's really important for a girl to put an effort in her dress though, the ideal girl would be one that wears a lot of skirts and heels or just skirts. I love skirts.

I'm still kind of finding what I like though.

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2018 Goals

- Run an online business, start to have a following (I need numbers on this)

- Save 20k

- Workout consistently (again I need numbers but I'm small as FUCK 150lbs 6' tall)

- Completely STOP using Tinder

- Read more books (I need to hash this out)

- Watch more films (Again, I need to hash this out)

- Debt Free (About 2k of debt)

- Build a network of like minded guys and cool, hot women

- 10 New lays, no fat girls

- Move out and live on my own, new city (Currently live with my mom)

(Truth be told, I wrote this now..I thought I wrote out a 2018 goals list but I guess I didn't. I just had the December 2017 one...odd)

Current Month Goals

- Morning Pages Everyday (Write three pages of stream of concious writing, helps with clearing up my thinking and mind) (I've kept these up every day)

- Affirmations Everyday (I missed one day)

- Finish Convict Conditioning (Fitness Book, halfway through)

- Watch 10 films (I've watched 2 so far. French Connection and Manchester By The Sea)

- Read Genesis (halfway through)

- One new notch (done, fat disgusting Tumblr girl)

- Find a new job (Still looking, I want something as a server/bartender but most places are hired up until the new year)

- Finish Ayn Rand Atlas Shrugged (50 Pages in)

- Re-Create vision Board (Haven't started, can't afford coloured ink right now..lmao)

- Figure out what you want to do for online business (Done, in process of validating the idea right now)

- Finish Osho - Creativity (About 50% done)

- Go on five dates (Been on two this month, both bleh Tinder garbage girls)
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So, where am I at in my life right now?..How am I working to achieve these goals?


Well, right now I am broke.

Which hurts me from doing a lot of the shit I really want to do, like meeting new people, making connections and getting into higher-end social circles.

Gas right now is a stretch, I need to lay low until either the new year or I get lucky and find work before the new year. I have enough cash to get me by this month and a bit of January. I know I'll get something in the new year though. 100%.

I'm using a lot of this downtime to expand my mind, read more and also work on my online business.

The business idea I've gone with is creating a sort of "online presence" and becoming the go-to person for the particular niche.

The niche involves what makes a man "cool", trying to dissect famous cool men, figuring out what made them tick, how they were cool and distilling "cool" into something that men can learn themselves. I plan to start with a podcast, I already have some of the equipment required from my YouTube days.

Right now though, I'm testing the idea by creating a few post series and posting them to social media and Reddit, gauging response and interest. If the posts are successful then I'll go into getting a domain and marketing.

The post I'm currently working on is

"The Factors That Made Steve McQueen Irresistible To Women And Men"

When it's done, I'm going to post it in this journal as well as other social media outlets.

Other than reading, I've been working on photography a lot and spending more time outside.

I'll probably end up posting some of my pictures later on in the thread.

Anyways,

That's enough for now.

Cheers,

Jay

And for reading this shit here's some eye candy.

Enjoy -

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Adventures Of the1element (Game Journal)

Here's a story that happened about a week ago, on the night I met up with the Tumblr whale.
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Bad date? No problem, we’re gonna make tonight a success

For the past week or so I have been talking to this girl I met off Tumblr, I run a blog and sometimes I get girls in my area messaging me asking to hang out.

I've done it a few times and I've actually had some decent experiences from it, one girl who lived in Ottawa messaged me and told me to come up and visit her. I spent a good 3-4 days in Ottawa with a cute girl, she showed me around.

Of course, the first thing I do when these chicks reach out is check the profiles to make sure they're not fat or incredibly fucked up. This girl passed the first test, but there weren't any body photos of her. All good, so we exchange numbers and I slip her number into the Instagram search and find her profile, not the best looking girl but so.so.

We arrange a meet-up at a Boston Pizza

Of course she was fat

Unfortunately, in person her photos on Instagram were a little better than she actually looked. Not morbidly obese but chubby, leaning towards fat. Ugh.

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She also brought two guys friends and one of her girlfriends with her for the meetup. Great.

The guys were chumps though, dressed sloppily obviously lacked game so I really wasn't worried about them. Her friend was actually better looking than herself.

I came dressed like a boss, rocking a suede jacket, with a few accessories and nice boots that have a really interesting backstory to them. Playing up my rugged and rakish personality traits to the fullest.

Right away the two of them were attracted, the friend couldn't stop looking at me and twirling her hair. At one point one of the guys goes to washroom and the other dude says he has to go as well so they went together (lmao). I'm chilling there, vibing out feeling good, we start talking about the other guys and I find out the one guy (Nate) and the other (Jake) both confessed their love to the friend who I'll say is Nikki.

I nearly spit my drink out, Jake confessed one night at a party and he was crying, sobbing telling her how much she means to him and so on. The other cat loved her but she wasn't down and I guess he's somewhat over it. Both losers in my opinion.

I asked Nikki if she ever did love them or what she thought and she replied with

"Disgusting"

Ha.

Who knew?

So the guys come back, we're sitting down and I'm just bored of the conversation (it's important as a man to be comfortable with silence). I'm watching other people, letting them talk about whatever. I keep looking at the girl I originally wanted to fuck and felt myself losing attraction for her. Then I'd try to hype myself up by saying to myself,

"she told you she would eat your ass, she would let you do anything, fuck her ass, throat fuck, whatever."

Could be fun I thought.

That hyped me up but it just didn't last. Too much woman for me.

I originally planned to show this girl the time of her life, show her my cool hangout spots and really give her a taste of who I am. But fuck that.

After another 30 minutes of chat, we makeout a little bit and she tells me she has to go which I reply so do I.

With her gone, I had to wash the sense of disgust out of my brain. I needed to go talk to a good looking woman, one that would actually make me want to work on my game and have sex with.

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Don’t you just want to ravish the fuck out of this girl? Just looking at her makes me feel like a man and gets my blood going.

So I dip out of the date eager to talk to some woman that don’t disgust me.

Self doubt, it’s all smoke and mirrors

I get in my car and decide to hit up a club in a nearby town,

On the way there I was doubting myself, I felt like shit for kissing a below-standard girl and also very horny because I wanted to get laid that night. I had the whole night planned and now my plans were derailed.

Despite all of this I still said fuck it and ended up at the club.

Even when I got into the club, I felt bad, I didn't really want to talk to anyone and I was definitely not feeling like approaching.

So I just posted up at the bar, facing towards the dance floor, Jack and Coke in hand looking like a boss. Now, before I continue this story I must say I'm not a big guy I weigh 150lbs soaking wet, I'm very skinny and my facial features are okay.

I've been watching a lot of Steve McQueen movies lately so I tried to channel my inner Steve, being completely at ease in my environment. I enjoyed myself.

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After a few minutes of being posted up at the bar looking toward the dance floor, I had what I thought was a couple of glances from some of the girls dancing. Okay, cool I thought.

In between the crowd, I notice two really good looking girls and they were grinding with each other. I observed them here and there, one guy even approaches the hottest one and starts talking, dancing, I think to myself cool. Let's see his game.

His game didn't really look bad, but I guess it wasn't really turning her on either.

Of course, nothing happened, the guy left and then the girls looked at me and walked right over.

I'm still posted up at the bar, two of the hottest girls walked up to me and now it's all eyes on me.

The hot one asks me what I'm drinking, I tell her Jack and Coke but I wanted a Cocktail and that this place can't really make them.

We start talking, I'm spitting game while remaining cool. Making sure to listen and only say interesting shit that adds value to the conversation.

I have a bad habit when gaming girls to speak non-stop, I let my mouth run and usually end up saying something stupid in the process. It's much better to only speak when you have something valuable to add. One great joke or witty quip is better than 10 shit ones or mediocre ones. Use sparingly.

The longer the conversation goes, I can tell the blonde is getting into me slowly.

Great.

Then these two big motherfuckers come out of nowhere and get up in my face. I'm still chilling, haven't moved from my position at the bar. Looking them right into the fucking eyes. I can tell they're AMOGING me (me a 150lb dude) Lmao.

They start talking shit, I'm just relaxed. They take the girls away and I don't even flinch. Whatever.

Felt so good to not let those guys ruin my frame, felt alpha as fuck after that.

So I go back to being posted at the bar, doing my thing.

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10 minutes go by, a few glances but that's it.

Time for a smoke.

Curiosity killed the cat

I head out for a smoke, immediately see a cute girl freezing her ass off with a cigarette hanging out of her lips.

She's talking to one of her friends about something, I add a little to the conversation and we both start talking then the girl's friend heads back in and I'm left with the girl with nothing on.

Conversation flows, her fiance shows up and starts talking to her.

"Whatever"

I said to myself.

So I turn and start talking to the bouncer, we're having a great chat, I'm leaning against one of the posts of the fence for the line. Suddenly, a big group of people show up out of nowhere. Lines 20 people long and I'm still at the very front chatting with the bouncer.

While the bouncer checked the I.D's I turned to the girls. I think I said something about how her I.D looked fake or something. Girls were loving the game I was running.

Looking back, this was a power move. Girls see you talking to the bouncer, they already think you know him which means your probably not a weirdo. STATUS! Now, I'm chatting them up casually while they wait in line. They already know who I am, they see I have friends and they can see my personality.

Guess what?

Now, when I go BACK into the club after my smoke. These girls are going to

A) Know who the fuck I am

B) Preconceive me as having "status"

And it will make opening much easier, they're more open because now you aren't some random fuck hitting on them.

After my smoke, I planned to use the above reasons to my full advantage but I got stopped because I opened a cute Asian thing and she was loving the energy I was throwing out. We talked shit about where we're from, I made fun of her for being a hick, she told me she's been drinking all weekend.

The conversation evolved and she tells me she's going back to the table with her friends, I tell her I'll join just let me order my shit.

I order my drink, walk over and she's with another dude and another girl.

This is where I'm going to cut off the story. The other girl she was with had a boyfriend and I ended up going back to their place for an afterparty and more drinks. Didn't get laid, still had a fun night.

What can we learn from this?

Don't let a bad date ruin your night

Some of the best nights I've ever had have been when I've come off a shitty date. I think it's something to do with the mindset you get in when you go on a date, you want to be THAT guy, you're all charged up, your dick is hard and the testosterone is flowing. So when the date ends up being a dud, you're like what the FUCK?

I'm fucking fire tonight, I'm not going to let a bad date ruin my energy and vibe.

That's how it feels, then I go out and let that same energy flow. Just because one pair of legs closes doesn't mean another set won't open.

Letting girls natural curiosity get to them

Girls are curious, they're always looking around their environment. I played on this a lot in this field report.

When the two hot girls approached me, walking off the dance floor over to the bar to talk to me which shows status and other girls will see that.

"Who is that guy?"

"Does he know them?"

Which makes your next approaches easier because now you're the guy who had hot girls approach him, signalling you have status and are a cool dude.

I also played this up by chatting to the bouncer, again showing I have status and letting girls get a taste of my personality as they get their I.D's checked.

This makes approaching even easier because when you see that same girl in the club later, she already has talked to you so you aren't a total stranger.

If you're a cool dude, even if you're standing at the bar you're going to get noticed.

It's important though to not be the weird guy at the bar, act confident, like you own the fucking place, drink in hand taking shit in.

Dress fucking well


You don’t need to rock a three piece suit (in fact I recommend you don’t) , definitely put time and thought into what you are wearing though.

Girls aren’t going to approach you if you look like a bum and I definitely wouldn’t be writing this field report if I didn’t put effort into the way I dressed.

I’m not a style expert, but here’s a guy who is
Tanner Guzy - http://masculine-style.com/
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Adventures Of the1element (Game Journal)

First of all, Newbie Forum.

I would also take a moment to think about why these goals are important to YOU. Your list looks generic and soul-less. Pick your two or three most important ones and beat the shit out of them.

I can even pick them for you if it helps:

-Get a job, even if it is not ideal
-Workout every single day
-Do one truly uncomfortable, unpleasant thing everyday that will truly get you closer to where you want to be (direct approach a hot girl. Work an extra hour instead of dicking around on Tinder. Ask a stranger for advice. Anything)

Banging and dating easily obtainable obese girls from the internet is not helping your cause in anyway whatsoever. This will not help you grow as a man or get you to where you want to be. Just go celibate for a while.
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#4

Adventures Of the1element (Game Journal)

Quote: (12-12-2017 06:17 PM)Eddie Winslow Wrote:  

First of all, Newbie Forum.

I would also take a moment to think about why these goals are important to YOU. Your list looks generic and soul-less. Pick your two or three most important ones and beat the shit out of them.

I can even pick them for you if it helps:

-Get a job, even if it is not ideal
-Workout every single day
-Do one truly uncomfortable, unpleasant thing everyday that will truly get you closer to where you want to be (direct approach a hot girl. Work an extra hour instead of dicking around on Tinder. Ask a stranger for advice. Anything)

Banging and dating easily obtainable obese girls from the internet is not helping your cause in anyway whatsoever. This will not help you grow as a man or get you to where you want to be. Just go celibate for a while.

Interesting ideas,

I agree with them.
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Adventures Of the1element (Game Journal)

Quote: (12-12-2017 06:09 PM)the1element Wrote:  

Then these two big motherfuckers come out of nowhere and get up in my face. I'm still chilling, haven't moved from my position at the bar. Looking them right into the fucking eyes. I can tell they're AMOGING me (me a 150lb dude) Lmao.
They start talking shit, I'm just relaxed. They take the girls away and I don't even flinch. Whatever.
Felt so good to not let those guys ruin my frame, felt alpha as fuck after that.
So I go back to being posted at the bar, doing my thing.

Good job not getting rattle by a group of bigger men. They still took the women away from you.

Having been in this situation several times I have learned a few key things. First, ascertain their status. Did they bring BF's to the club or are they there solo? Second, if some guy starts trying to ruin your game, take the woman out of that situation. Offer her a cigarette outside or ask her to dance... anything. If she actually likes you she will go and it will signal to the other guy that he should back off.

I hate clubs for this reason. Lots of bigger guys try to step in and use sheer physicality to take the women away. It works for them a lot which is why they do it. I was really aggressive in my youth (but totally beta) and this caused quite a few fights. Once I beat this big dude pretty solid and later he and 6 friends jumped me outside the club. After that I started packing a gun all the time... mostly hoping to meet that fucker again. Not that I would recommend it, but having a gun on you in the club makes you feel invincible.
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