[pancakemouse]

(11-04-2017 03:59 PM)Spaniard88 Wrote:  

(10-30-2017 02:33 PM)Palo_alto Wrote:  

About 1 year ago, there was a high school 10 year reunion which I could not attend because I was traveling in Eastern Europe. Anyway, after the reunion I got some messages from people at my school that they missed me and blah blah...between them it was her. She message me through Instagram and started following me.

She was super impressed about the places I have been, my hobbies and basically a lifestyle that took me 10 years to build and was finally paying off.

I've got to go against the grain here and say this is like saying you didn't make the pee wee football team when you were 8, but ten years later you tried out and you made the team.

The interaction with this girl may stroke your ego, but it's equivalent to bowling with bumpers, there's no challenge.

No points earned.

Eh, I think it's still a great accomplishment. I've definitely moved on from high school, done great things, but I've still never fucked someone from high school.

Probably because I live far away and don't talk to them, though.

[questor70]

Don't let anyone throw shade on you. This girl held special meaning to you and only you. Even if the reality didn't quite meet the fantasy (when does it ever?) it still satisfied your carnal curiosity. All those adolescent nights where you fantasized about what she looked like or would feel like in the sack, you now know, even if you had to wait until she was over-ripe and easier to pick.

The universe of a teenager is a small one. You can't help but deify whatever nubile flesh is nearby. You don't really have the maturity to put everything in its proper perspective at that age. But that's exactly why those childhood crushes carve such deep grooves in your memory compared to new women you pursue.

It's kind of like...I'll never forget that feeling of watching the opening scene in Star Wars in 1977. That sense of childhood awe and wonder. When I think about the pleasure of sex, it's really more about trying to get back to THAT. It's a state of mind.