Quote: (06-23-2017 02:36 AM)Leonard D Neubache Wrote:
Call me a white-knight if you like, but here goes. You fucked a virgin with no intention of committing, knowing that she thought otherwise.
In some places that earns you a death sentence from her family.
In the west it merely earns you an extremely awkward breakup and some bad feelz, which is one of the thousands of reasons our society has gone to shit.
Man up and take your medicine instead of trying to skulk away like a dog. Not having the guts to face up to this is probably part and parcel of why you're still living at home. You need to face the consequences of your fuck-ups or you're going to be running away from metaphorical deflowered virgins your whole life. Telling her the truth is the very least you should be willing to do.
Don't take this as an attack, because however you meant your comment I didn't take it as an attack.
Your concept of morality, from what I can tell by your post, does not apply to me and I hope it never makes sense to me. Also, you don't know the reality and full story of what I believe this girl thinks.
First off, I do not believe, and never will believe, that a woman's virginity is something sacred that should be coveted until marriage or something like that. I don't intend to ever live in Saudi, and I love America and this society and I think sex should be more open around the world. This doesn't mean I think girls that have 100 notches by 25 are good or I would necessarily want to be with one, but this whole virginity thing is WAY to overblown in some people's minds. Yes, there is a reason nature or God or the powers that be caused a woman to have a specific process to physically lose their virginity and there is something to that that we should keep in mind, but it isn't that big of a deal.
The thing about this girl specifically from what I can tell is she wants me as a boyfriend for a period of time. She doesn't want kids with me (she has told me), and she has told me that she is hoping to leave the US and work a job that will take her abroad within a year if she can. She is also foreign, but she is from one of the most liberal countries in the Western Hemisphere when it comes to sexuality. I don't want to divulge it, but if I told you the country you'd more likely think it was less of a big deal. At 20 years old she is already making plans to tell her mom that she lost her virginity, so her culture is not extremely anti premarital sex and all that.
The thing is before she had sex with me she thought sex would be incredibly painful, she thought it was a BIG HUGE deal, and she obviously didn't know what happened. We have had sex twice now and even after the first time I made a comment like, "see, it wasn't that big of a deal like you thought", and she has agreed several times with that comment. All of this combined leads me to believe that I did her a positive, or at worst something neutral. After our first date she kissed me in ways that I had never done before, let me suck her tits, and rub her pussy through her pants. I really didn't even believe she was a virgin at first.
I am not a dog in the least bit, and I am actually a very honorable man. If I wasn't I would have blocked her already and moved on. I made the thread to get opinions for the future, but even before I posted this thread I had already decided I would see her and try to give her the best memory possible of me before I leave not for my own sake or my own satisfaction, but because I want her to be happy with life and men moving forward. At this point I do not think being honest with her about me not caring that much is the best thing for HER. Yes, honesty is great and has it's place, but I care enough about the girl to let her down as gently as possible. That is the exact opposite of being a dog, and it is in my opinion the essence of being an honorable man to the extent that that is possible when trying to live life in the modern world.
Am I supposed to bend to every obstacle that comes my way with women? Don't fuck any virgins? Don't fuck a girl when she gets emotional and puts up last minute resistance? Don't fuck a girl if I will be moving away? I did things like that in the past and I regret it both for myself and for the women. I recently went out a couple of times with a total non virgin in her early 30's from a liberal Latin American country. She got incredibly emotional and paranoid with me, then I mentioned wanting to have sex. Slowly she calmed down and then she initiated the intimacy. When it came close to time to have sex she said she wasn't ready and I backed off. Now she is responding less and less and won't meet me, and this is a 5.5 at best. The type of reasoning you gave makes me think you would say I shouldn't have just driven this one to the hotel and banged it out even though both of us would have been more happy afterwards. About my personal finances and living situation comment, see below.
@General Stalin. I couldn't agree more about the getting my life in order thing, but I've already begun that. I have lost half of a small Asian woman's body weight, I am moving to a new city with my own place in two months, and I am trying to get my wardrobe together as best I can without being the weight and size I want yet. About my personal finances and living situation, I chose to do this. By November 2016 I had enough money in the bank (all made on my own with no help) to travel the world in a frugal way for at least 3 or more years. I'm talking 6 figures. I decided to move back in with my parents because I wanted to try my hand at using my money to make money and start a revenue stream. The reason I didn't get a cheap place is because I didn't want to spend money I wanted to use on my potential business on rent and food in case the plan wasn't successful. Right at this moment I could fly anywhere in Europe and stay at an AirBnb for the two months before I leave and not even come close to spending a sizable portion of my money, and I say Europe because it is generally an expensive continent. I don't do this because I want to build my wealth moving forward. Aside from that though, and aside from having my own place so I can better get laid, I don't identify with Western and American culture where you move out of the house at 18, only call your parents once a month and increasingly less with time, and put them in a nursing home when they get old. Obviously that is an exaggeration, but if it weren't for women I have no issue staying with family of any kind. If I want I can smoke weed here, drink alcohol, stay up all night, bring friends, and even bring girls. I just choose not to.
@The Trump comment. Ha! Just ha!
@Getting this particular girl to get a car and all that. It won't happen. Without revealing too much about her, she doesn't have the financial ability or visa capabilities to do whatever she wants.
Edit: Last comment. At this point now she is beginning to ask me for sex without me bringing it up. If it wasn't so costly or a pain in the ass I would certainly have sex with her like 10-20 more times so she can begin to better understand the process and enjoy it. Like if I had my own place and she would come over on her own when I had down time I would certainly do this for her and then gradually let her down. I am saying all this without you knowing that generally over the past few years I have not cared in the least bit to have sex with any woman more than 3 times at most, and with many I am more than fine with once. So the part about having sex with her a dozen more times would be mainly for her experience and enjoyment.