VincentVinturi, this reply has two parts -- the first is based on the OP (points 1 to 3 below), the second based on your subsequent comment (point 4**).
I think the most important matter here is your mental-emotional health. Most hot girls have orbitors but your girlfriend's behaviour is clear disrespect and causing you stress. That said, I think you could benefit from reconsidering your own approach.**
A few suggestions follow:
(1) Consider your level of attachment
Be honest with yourself about how emotionally attached you are. There is little context about the relationship here, so it's difficult to offer nuanced advice, however it appears that you are really into her. This should guide your decision-making below.
(2) Options to take: downgrading, seeking compliance, or nexting
a. Immediate downgrade, mentally and energetically. I mean to detach yourself from any future with her in your head, and start spending less time contacting her and doing things for her. I suggest meditating on detachment (example reference:
https://buddhaimonia.com/blog/let-go-find-peace ).
Further, work on developing greater abundance, both mentally (i.e, the feeling of having options and being non-needy) and functionally (actually having other girls to meet).
b. Describe this situation to her in reverse, and ask her how she would feel if a "female friend from Tinder" was flying out to meet you and share deep conversations. This visualised role-reversal is one example of proactive mate-guarding that I have found to be more powerful than a straight ultimatum. As an aside, playing the jealousy game is a passive move and has potential for causing the opposite of your intended effect, namely making her seek others in spite of you. But by all means keep up your game.
If she suddenly comes to her senses and apologizes profusely, which could justify your ongoing involvement, then I would be sure to maintain a set frame for the future. As the man, you must ensure she knows what behaviours you expect from her - you must guide her constantly, but in a calm, detached, non-needy manner. Don't let this disrespect slide - it will only get worse if you don't address it now.
c. That said, this behaviour may continue no matter what you do because of her personality or simply because she doesn't live close to you. I predict that no matter your negotiation, this issue won't be resolved (see point #3). So, I would think about cutting her off completely if you are too emotionally involved to handle such doubt.
(3) Revise your concept of long-distance relationships
I would reconsider having serious long-distance relationships at all. These problems are very likely to come up again if you're not physically close enough to meet each other regularly.
(4) Consider revising your relationship strategy**
This chick is not your "girlfriend" and possibly never was. You wrote:
Quote: (02-01-2017 10:30 PM)VincentVinturi Wrote:
I do meet up with other chicks and she knows about it although I never rub it in her face or even bring it up, but women know.
And then:
Quote: (02-01-2017 10:30 PM)VincentVinturi Wrote:
It is a devoted girlfriend situation. We're as serious as I've ever been with a girl.
There is a minority of women who are ok with their boyfriends/husbands sleeping around as long as they don't have it rubbed in their face. However, even if it were true in this case, she is violating the main principle of the 'don't ask don't tell' policy - namely, she is telling you all about this other guy. And she knows this is causing you anguish. In case you wanna keep this MLTR (multiple long-term relationship) going you may want to re-frame the expectations, e.g., by telling her to shut up about other dudes.
What's more, you seem to be under the impression that this relationship is "devoted" even though you are sleeping around. Considering that she knows you're unfaithful, I think it's a bit rich to expect her to not follow suit. In an ideal world many guys would have one main chick and then sleep around on the side, while the main chick doesn't probe at all (e.g., by asking "where were you today grrrr?!") and remains 100% monogamous. However in most cases, including this one, it's still a pipe dream.
So, think about acting with more congruence, be disciplined with your relationship management, and work on your own emotional regulation:
a. Manage her expectations
right from the beginning of the relationship.
If you want a serious relationship, then give it 100% once you've screened properly, gotten investment from her, etc (it's a must to develop intuition and skill in reading women, to work out where each woman can fit into your life).
Conversely, after screening, if you want a MLTR then act congruently. Don't lie and mislead them. There are enough jaded, non-trusting women in this world - no need to create any more by promising more than you can deliver. Some MLTR tips:
- Set relationship levels that are viable for the future -- limit how often you contact her, how often you meet, when you meet, what activities you share, people you introduce her to, money spent, and compliments given.
- Demonstrate through action and indirect dialogue (i.e., implicit sub-communication) what her expected role is rather than verbose discussions.
- Don't be careless. Never talk about other girls overtly, clean your place well before any new girl comes over, don't message or call other girls in their presence.
- Be consistent and congruent with your frames and decisions.
b. Manage your own expectations; don't get attached in a non-committed relationship, ever.
Don't mistake an open relationship for a devoted one. There is only 'today' with these women, the future doesn't exist. Drama is inevitable in MLTRs, therefore
you must be willing to lose them or to walk away if the match isn't right. Again developing a mindset of abundance will help you here.