I just turned 40 this year. For the most part, I've done as many say, dedicated my energies to personal development, and have done relatively well in life.
- Net worth ($1M+ … this is ok, not spectacular, I know)
- Live in Manhattan
- 2 advanced degrees from prestigious schools
- braggable job (to some crowds)
- well-traveled and well-read
- In excellent shape (competitive athlete, <10% body fat, look mid-30s)
The one thing that's missing from my life is women. HOT women.
To be fair, I've done ok relationship-wise. Certainly being a well-rounded person has helped. I'm fairly charismatic. But I've mostly bagged women who are most 6s and 7s for a number of reasons.
- I'm horrible at closing, nice guy issues -- great at opening though, no approach anxiety
- I'm short (5'4")
- I'm a health nut, never been much for clubs and bars (I've read a lot about how day game is that much harder)
- I'm Asian
Traveling in Europe, specifically Germany, I've had the opportunity to bang some hot, young white women (some P4P admittedly, some not). I would like to again. It's really the only thing I think about nowadays.
I'm pretty much happy with life otherwise. I think I'd be ok with my 6s and 7s if I hadn't opened this Pandora's Box, and if I was younger. At 40, the 6s and 7s I know are turning into 3s and 4s as their metabolism slows and skin damage settles in. Life is short. Beautiful women are the thing that brings me most joy and the thing I'm lacking most nowadays.
I'm facing a crossroads. Should I (1) uproot my life to head to Germany to fulfill this ambition, or (2) stay in NYC and just refine my game?
- Net worth ($1M+ … this is ok, not spectacular, I know)
- Live in Manhattan
- 2 advanced degrees from prestigious schools
- braggable job (to some crowds)
- well-traveled and well-read
- In excellent shape (competitive athlete, <10% body fat, look mid-30s)
The one thing that's missing from my life is women. HOT women.
To be fair, I've done ok relationship-wise. Certainly being a well-rounded person has helped. I'm fairly charismatic. But I've mostly bagged women who are most 6s and 7s for a number of reasons.
- I'm horrible at closing, nice guy issues -- great at opening though, no approach anxiety
- I'm short (5'4")
- I'm a health nut, never been much for clubs and bars (I've read a lot about how day game is that much harder)
- I'm Asian
Traveling in Europe, specifically Germany, I've had the opportunity to bang some hot, young white women (some P4P admittedly, some not). I would like to again. It's really the only thing I think about nowadays.
I'm pretty much happy with life otherwise. I think I'd be ok with my 6s and 7s if I hadn't opened this Pandora's Box, and if I was younger. At 40, the 6s and 7s I know are turning into 3s and 4s as their metabolism slows and skin damage settles in. Life is short. Beautiful women are the thing that brings me most joy and the thing I'm lacking most nowadays.
I'm facing a crossroads. Should I (1) uproot my life to head to Germany to fulfill this ambition, or (2) stay in NYC and just refine my game?