So I'm at a cross-roads. I wrapped up my Associates Degree with a local community college, and now I have Calc I and II on tap for fall and spring semester, again, at the community college; I'm unhappy with some progress that has not been made.
Progress not made:
1. No DL (more or less, due to living close to an urbanized area, but finally getting it)
2. No car more or less, because of point one
3. Not bringing enough money in, to have autonomy, or move out into a place of my own
I just have a basic Arts Associate (two-year degree), because my original plan was to transfer, and get my history degree (when the economy was good), but since that's not the case, I'm stuck taking Calc at community college, paying my way through, before transferring for an Engineering Degree (Mfg. Tech at NIU)
My work life is living hell. I'm an IT contractor, I make a little over minimum wage (10.75), and the hours are not steady, sometimes I get 25 hours a week, for a month, but when school starts up, it goes down to like 12-16 hours a week, and money gets tight. I'm willing to work any job, my problems mostly stem from not having a vehicle, and my parents always seem to shoot the idea of me buying one down, with the excuse that I can't afford it (insurance), or car payments. I get really frustrated, because I've decided, to just buy a car that's $1.5k-2k, in cash, and just use it as a commuter, and just worry about insurance/gas, but my mom bitches, and just thinks, if I don't spend $10k on a brand-new beta-fiesta car, that I'm throwing money at a bad car.
I'm frustrated, because, the place I work is filled with emotional, MILF age women, they're either prego on their 4th kid, or recovering from a divorce, student loans, or both; and they bitch about computer problems, or random shit. Not being able to be the alpha I am outside work, wears me down from inside. I really feel that, the environment of women is fucking with my esteem. I'm 6'3", tall, skinny, so yeah, just being able to drive, after being cleared by my doc (had seizures, but take meds to control them) and have some freedom, really would boost my spirits, and even give me a sense of direction; plus most of the girls at my CC commute and do things with their own vehicles, so I just want to be able to compete with that too. Add to that, most women have turned me down, despite the game tricks I've learned here, I'm just pissed, everyone is getting the women, while I'm working, and while making progress, not getting near as far where I want.
I just hate having to put my folks in their place, and tell them, hey, I'm an adult, this is my choice, and tell them things, which SHOULD be self-evident. I do have learning disabilities, and still struggle with things like organizing, and school, but I feel most of that and not being interested in furthering job opportunities, have to do with them controlling everything, car and everything.
I want to get my degree, but at the same time, I feel like I'm missing out on the rest of the world, and life in my prime ('20s). So yeah, I guess I'm here to ask advice, on how to deal with the situation, I'm not afraid of my parents, honestly, I find it silly they poo-poo me buying a car with cash, just to get an extra job, and increase my earnings.
Progress not made:
1. No DL (more or less, due to living close to an urbanized area, but finally getting it)
2. No car more or less, because of point one
3. Not bringing enough money in, to have autonomy, or move out into a place of my own
I just have a basic Arts Associate (two-year degree), because my original plan was to transfer, and get my history degree (when the economy was good), but since that's not the case, I'm stuck taking Calc at community college, paying my way through, before transferring for an Engineering Degree (Mfg. Tech at NIU)
My work life is living hell. I'm an IT contractor, I make a little over minimum wage (10.75), and the hours are not steady, sometimes I get 25 hours a week, for a month, but when school starts up, it goes down to like 12-16 hours a week, and money gets tight. I'm willing to work any job, my problems mostly stem from not having a vehicle, and my parents always seem to shoot the idea of me buying one down, with the excuse that I can't afford it (insurance), or car payments. I get really frustrated, because I've decided, to just buy a car that's $1.5k-2k, in cash, and just use it as a commuter, and just worry about insurance/gas, but my mom bitches, and just thinks, if I don't spend $10k on a brand-new beta-fiesta car, that I'm throwing money at a bad car.
I'm frustrated, because, the place I work is filled with emotional, MILF age women, they're either prego on their 4th kid, or recovering from a divorce, student loans, or both; and they bitch about computer problems, or random shit. Not being able to be the alpha I am outside work, wears me down from inside. I really feel that, the environment of women is fucking with my esteem. I'm 6'3", tall, skinny, so yeah, just being able to drive, after being cleared by my doc (had seizures, but take meds to control them) and have some freedom, really would boost my spirits, and even give me a sense of direction; plus most of the girls at my CC commute and do things with their own vehicles, so I just want to be able to compete with that too. Add to that, most women have turned me down, despite the game tricks I've learned here, I'm just pissed, everyone is getting the women, while I'm working, and while making progress, not getting near as far where I want.
I just hate having to put my folks in their place, and tell them, hey, I'm an adult, this is my choice, and tell them things, which SHOULD be self-evident. I do have learning disabilities, and still struggle with things like organizing, and school, but I feel most of that and not being interested in furthering job opportunities, have to do with them controlling everything, car and everything.
I want to get my degree, but at the same time, I feel like I'm missing out on the rest of the world, and life in my prime ('20s). So yeah, I guess I'm here to ask advice, on how to deal with the situation, I'm not afraid of my parents, honestly, I find it silly they poo-poo me buying a car with cash, just to get an extra job, and increase my earnings.