Quote: (06-21-2014 12:27 AM)zaqan Wrote:
Quote: (06-20-2014 11:48 PM)mbare Wrote:
Mormon game recognized.
Would you believe I dont drink alcohol or coffee?
Cool. Did you ever? Where do you meet women usually?
I could see it being doubly difficult for you given that you've already got this contrary characteristic about you.
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Quote: (06-21-2014 12:01 AM)Beyond Borders Wrote:
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Good post. It definitely makes me a bit mysterious and harder to pin down. Also, it helps create conversation/teasing both ways. Some people admire and respect it; others get annoyed (usually close girl friends and girls who have been interested—they get really insistent).
I sense they may be getting annoyed but that it's an annoyance that's largely working in your favor.
It's kind of like this. I come across as an extremely outgoing guy with people when I first meet them but I need my alone time and can be really introverted. I disappear to my room for days and then come out and am a madman for a few days before disappearing again.
I may not be the best closer outside of the bar (I honestly just don't have the patience), but once a woman is inside my sphere and has spent some time she gets extremely hooked. After a first few great days together, I withdraw a little bit, she tries to get closer, and I pull further away. When I spend time with a girl, I'm really engaged, but then I need to crawl back into my hole for reading and writing, etc. After one day, I want a day off.
This ends up driving women crazy, and my relationships usually become one long bout of them constantly chasing me as I just continue making my on and off pattern, holding them at arm's length and making no excuses for the way I choose to spend my time. This pattern essentially has women I dated 10 years ago so hooked they still get in touch and try to rekindle the past. Without exception.
Are they annoyed when they're dating me? They sure as shit are. they bitch and it causes fights here and there. But they're just annoyed that they can't get what they think they want, which is my immediate attention and validation.
This is the same kind of annoyance I think your friends and lovers are experiencing with your phone. Essentially, it grates people a little bit and may even be a handicap at times when you're first getting to know people - just like an introverted nature can be - but over time, it makes people invest in you more than you're investing in them. It's a dirty game on some of levels, even if you're not trying to make it a game, but you win each and every time.
The phone part of this is largely theory, aside from observing how it went with my buddy and his experience doing it, but I think it rings true. Hell, I even found myself chasing after the dude at times, and even though I got a little annoyed when I couldn't get in touch, by the time he got to me, I made sure to be available because I knew I wouldn't be able to just hit him back later easily.
And I'm a dude. So I can only imagine how the wheels would start spinning on a chick that was interested in him...
This is the approach and mentality I would adopt. I just think you need to own it more and not feel apologetic about it - while trying not to use it to manipulate people too much purposely because they will start to resent you. You may have to make that extra effort ocaissionally to be available for people and go out of your way to initiate spending time with them.
I also really think the point I made about having to be really social and out and about all the time is extra important. If you're already somewhat of a recluse and try the no phone thing without the extra effort to put yourself out there, I could see it murdering your social life completely. After all, you can't sit around waiting for calls if you're hard to reach...
In the beginning, you will need to make more of an effort to initiate contact with people, find out where the party's at, etc (then again, you don't drink so there's that).
Anyways, this has been a cool exercise in thought. I think I'll be trying to lean more this direction and actually made a point to leave the phone in today.
Beyond All Seas
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe.
To be your own man is a hard business. If you try it, you'll be lonely often, and sometimes
frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself." - Kipling