I've noticed the popular opinion on this boards that "good girls" simply do not exist. While this may be true in most social settings, it still remains false in the context of population.
I grew up in a conservative and Christian household. I attended a Baptist private school through middle school, and I was an active member of a couple religious organizations during my years at university in upstate New York. With good luck, I have always been "tall", handsome, and possessed a sharp wit. Due to those genetic benefits, I have been considered attractive since puberty.
That being said, throughout my life I have been pursued by and dated many "good girls". These were girls that had exactly no baggage, great relationships with their family, and overwhelmingly feminine. However, as years passed and I finished my time at college I realized that all of these women I let walk were actually coveted for LTR and marriage. During my junior year (2008) I began to reflect on why I was making these decisions given one of my goal in colleges was to graduate with a lovely wife as my parents did.
During my reflection I noticed a reoccurring trend regarding my relationships with these women. They were simply too spotless for a deeper connection. They either believed alcohol was evil, R rated movies were off-limits, sex should be saved for marriage, etcetera. I couldn't connect with these delicate flowers because I enjoyed uncensored art, an occasional alcoholic beverage, and reasonable physical intimacy. Therefore, spending even an hour alone with them seemed incredibly dull and boring.
I praise their fathers and mothers for raising such a fine offspring. If I were a father, I would want my daughter to be that way. However, I came to the conclusion that the sacrifice to maintain a personal relationship with a "good girl" was just too much. These girls are raised to be with guys that find joy in their cubicles and suburban homes.
I continue to attend church regularly, and I continue to meet "good girls". I am constantly reminded in my conversation with them why we are not "meant to be". I am still a very tame man who finds joy in fitness and music, but the sacrifice required to maintain a personal relationship with someone of that level will always be more than I can willingly give.
I hope this post helps those out there wondering where all of the "good girls" have gone.
I grew up in a conservative and Christian household. I attended a Baptist private school through middle school, and I was an active member of a couple religious organizations during my years at university in upstate New York. With good luck, I have always been "tall", handsome, and possessed a sharp wit. Due to those genetic benefits, I have been considered attractive since puberty.
That being said, throughout my life I have been pursued by and dated many "good girls". These were girls that had exactly no baggage, great relationships with their family, and overwhelmingly feminine. However, as years passed and I finished my time at college I realized that all of these women I let walk were actually coveted for LTR and marriage. During my junior year (2008) I began to reflect on why I was making these decisions given one of my goal in colleges was to graduate with a lovely wife as my parents did.
During my reflection I noticed a reoccurring trend regarding my relationships with these women. They were simply too spotless for a deeper connection. They either believed alcohol was evil, R rated movies were off-limits, sex should be saved for marriage, etcetera. I couldn't connect with these delicate flowers because I enjoyed uncensored art, an occasional alcoholic beverage, and reasonable physical intimacy. Therefore, spending even an hour alone with them seemed incredibly dull and boring.
I praise their fathers and mothers for raising such a fine offspring. If I were a father, I would want my daughter to be that way. However, I came to the conclusion that the sacrifice to maintain a personal relationship with a "good girl" was just too much. These girls are raised to be with guys that find joy in their cubicles and suburban homes.
I continue to attend church regularly, and I continue to meet "good girls". I am constantly reminded in my conversation with them why we are not "meant to be". I am still a very tame man who finds joy in fitness and music, but the sacrifice required to maintain a personal relationship with someone of that level will always be more than I can willingly give.
I hope this post helps those out there wondering where all of the "good girls" have gone.