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The inspiration, the second wind.
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The inspiration, the second wind.

What do you tell yourself at a time when you feel you can't win or it's pointless to try. That rocky moment, the rallying cry that's so profound Hollywood gives you the girl?

I'm talking about adversity here. However small, however large . Adversity I believe is why all of us were drawn here after all?

Such is my little dilemma.
I'm an extrovert I like people, i like the social life and I like to party. I know most people around, most people know or have seen me, and even in the city I'm well known, bartenders know my order, I get free entry or even snuck in when superiors are not lookin. If I didn't live in the middle of bumfuck nowhere I'd be on mtv or something. Yet I'm still new to game. Many people on this forum could kick my ass with the skill they have, no doubt.

So I'm staying in a university in England. (Typing on this friggin iPad) It's small but it has very close community it's like a soap, everyone has seen everybody walking around. The opposite of what a true uni is. That is an expanse of people that you will never see regularly again. An imitation of the real word . It has classy girls and horrible ones . Standard. It's in a countryside outside of a larger city with more university's. The city has more clubs and more girls. However 180 dollars equivelant to to get in and out on one night. I'm not Kanye west so I cant spend every night out there. 95% percent of the uni stay on campus at all times for everything. They have never experienced true freedom and stay on campus and mingle won't mingle in the city with other universities. When they do they are pompous and rude in their judgement of the city universities which have much better vibes. I have to deal with "the union" my universities version of a super club where all the people in uni go. It's much cheaper, I live on campus, I can walk home, sick right?

No.

I made the mistake of standing out (I'm flamboyant) in a uni which is small and amounts to a high school in terms of cliqueness? Is that a word? I don't care about the high school musical/ mean girls bollocks.. Anyway so I can take a girl home from "the union" and then, listen to all these answers/excuse I get when I take them home with (willingly lol) and escalate smoothly.

Oh but you know everyone, it will be awkward !

It will be the best of your life but you have other girls I'm sure!

My favourite however is, (she is naked in my bed) " this is not happening we are not doing this why don't you call one of your other girls" lol I won't be rude but what I would have said is .. "Well you are in my fuckin bed so ..."

This shit or similar things like it happen' I'd say every time I go out to the union other places no problem. I can stay but I like to sleep in full bed if I'm not being intimate with a girl so as the British say I decide to (fuck off home) politely however and enjoy the befit a one whole single bed.

In a small uni I believe the girls are worried about being slutty or looking like it, than normal universities which is why don't get this problem anywhere else. Many other people have said similar.

If I go out in the union I get interests but I just parr it off. In my head I think of Einstein's theory of insanity . To do the same shit over and over again and expecting different results. So I'll waste one night on some girl who really probably just wanted to bee seen with me. Fine. Yet It's difficult to get "in the zone" on in a place that harbours so much failure for you that you wonder if you are cursed here. I'd just not return to the union if I did not live next friggin door to it.

I could successfully bang a girl from my uni if she wasn't in the uni when I approached her. That's the mind fuck.

I doubt that anyone would be here if they at some point did not suffer some adversity. I respect it. I was never good at anything that never caused me adversity at some point.

At this point , I would like to know what everyone (who can read this) tells themselves when they want to just give up when in the middle of the night out. The stuff you say or what people who have told you that gives you a second wind at a time when you call bullshit. The stuff that gives you the mental energy go out the next day.

I would appreciate it.

Any criticism including my crappy iPad grammar I'll take too.
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