Quote: (01-17-2014 12:18 AM)Fender_Bender Wrote:
Got herp a little over a year ago...shit sucks since my notch count is only 8 and I used condoms for nearly every encounter. Didn't fucking matter, I got it outside of the coverage area. Never hooked up with any obviously sketchy girls either. I'm living proof "wrap it up" doesn't give any guarantees, I have shitty luck I guess. Still don't know what girl gave it to me since none of them had visible symptoms and I didn't show any until after a 6 month dry spell. Currently trying to break the dry spell I've had since my diagnosis...since I'm a resourceful mothafucka I've devised a way to fuck without spreading even considering asymptomatic viral shedding but it is definitely not optimal, and definitely not raw dogging. Haven't been able to try it out yet, my game is still recovering from the massive hit I took psychologically from the diagnosis and the resulting depressive abyss I fell into. It has a really shitty stigma unfortunately and it definitely sucks to hear people joke about it like only dirty fucks have it. Only way has been up since then so I look forward to pounding some pussy soon enough. You learn a lot about yourself from an experience like this. I don't wish it on anyone. The crazy thing is that a ton of people have it and never show symptoms, yet can still transmit. Probably what happened to me. Ignorance truly is bliss I suppose in this case.
I feel you brother. I got HPV from one of two girls. I think they both had it. We talked about it in an around about way. Basically both girls were like, "get over it".
It actually went away within a few weeks, but it caused a secondary bacterial infection - similar to a UTI, like what girls get.
I kept going to doctors and they kept telling me there was nothing wrong - that it was all in my head.
Ultimately I dealt with it by going to Brazil where I could get over the counter antibiotics. I got the strongest stuff I could and within three days I was a new man.
However the mental scar is still there. To this day (years later) I have to go down on a girl before I can nail her. It's like I have to get comfortable with a new pussy.
Would a condom have prevented all of this - probably.
It also caused me to miss out on having a relationship with one amazing girl and cut short a relationship with another model hot one because I either had symptoms and didn't want to f*ck or just wasn't the same, confident guy in bed.
Now I wrap up the first time with a new girl - even though I don't want to.
And, unfortunately, if she doesn't tell me to wrap up I next her. I figure if she doesn't tell me to wrap up she isn't telling anyone else to wrap up so that pussy must be dirty.
I couldn't imagine how difficult something like this would be when you've only had 8 girls though.
I guess you can look at the silver lining at least; quality is better than quantity.