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Game contradictions...
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Game contradictions...

*Warning drunk post, may be nonsensical at times*

Sometimes I wax philosophically on this game shit, the contradictions, dualities, and dichotomies that exist within this theoretical, yet tangible thing we call game.

For example, girl has a fucking rocking body, fat, round ass, tight midriff, big tits, and pretty face, my cock has fallen in love, yet when I approach in a confident manner and speak to her, she acts like a total cunt, treating me like I am the elephant man. My mind is utterly repulsed telling me that she is a shitty, person, mentally I am turned off, but my penis feels the complete opposite way. The brain says, ugghhhh she's a bitch, would be a horror to try and hang out with and talk to for more than a few minutes, but my dick says put up with all her bullshit at any cost, if it means sinking in at the end of the night.

The dick and the brain, two separate axis points, competing for dominance, Seinfeld got it right in the episode where the dick and the brain are playing against each other in a chess match.

So I'm at the bar, playing it cool, I don't want to act like a give a fuck, and in many ways I don't, but also in many ways I do. If I truly didn't give a fuck, I wouldn't have gotten "suited and booted", I wouldn't have showered, shaved, groomed, picked out a dope matching outfit, I wouldn't have pregamed, I wouldn't have left the confines of my comfortable house, with my big couch, flat screen TV, HBO, glass bubbler and my OG Kush.

If I truly didn't give a fuck I would be like my stoner friends who have given up and don't even try to get laid. I give a fuck, I have to give a fuck to drag my ass out, when I am feeling tired, anti-social, when the prospect of eating a snack, chilling, smoking weed, and getting a good night sleep is so easy.

You have to want it, you have to have the burning desire to get laid. You have to punch in the clock, and put in the work approaching girls that are fucking cunts, but your cock tells you it want to go balls deep.

Yet while you have to have that burning desire, you also need to condition yourself to ignore that desire, you have to give off the vibe like you have no desire at all, like every girl in the venue can think you are a total loser and laugh in your face, but at the end of the night you could give to fucks and care less about them.

I feel that I have achieved this level of detachment, yet on some level I still do give a fuck. Fortunately, I have let go of the anger, resentment, and hurt feelings. Now I can totally get rejected and blown out of the water, a girl can laugh in my face, and I will still walk away with a smile on my face.

Still on some level I ask, what it's all for, and whether it's all worth it. I still get disillusioned by the game. I still understand the guy who goes out 4 times a week and plows till 3 AM, walking the streets and working the streets till there are no more prospects to approach. WHile I understand him, I understand the guys who just say fuck it and don't try at all. This is where the contradictions of the game puzzle me.

My time spent in the game has taught me a lot, it's caused me to grow, but it's also caused me to die. I certainly wouldn't be the same person without it, probably for the better, but maybe for the worst.

I used to believe that true love is possible and there is someone out there for everyone. When I thought I was experiencing and living true love, it all turned out to be a fucking facade or a fucking charade. I found out that "submitting" to love, at least with the wrong person is a recipe for disaster. I metaphorically experienced getting "my heart ripped out of my chest."

I experienced some of the darkest depths a man can experience, deceit, treachery, and devastation. It made my heart grow dark and cold, I wanted to live with love, but now I don't know if love is an illusion, something that is real that a man can truly experience, or if it is just a mirage or a holagram, something we believe is in our grasp and we are experiencing, only to have slip and fade away.

Now I believe, I will never fall in love, I will never meet the girl of my dreams, I will never live "happily ever after..." All that there is is me, and I will continue to live this way, until I die.
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Bro,

I have come to believe that life is a paradox. It is something that we can't understand. It's beyond our human understanding.

We are born to die, we will become dirt and be eaten by insects, insects who will be eaten by birds, birds that another man will eat.

We eat, take a shit, and then that shit become fertilizer which grows more food.

Light is a wave and a particle, at the same time. It doesn't make sense. I don't think it is supposed to make sense.

There is no logic.

I embrace the paradox. I enjoy exploring the mystery that is life. I know I will never figure it out.

I'm just enjoying this experience, whatever the fuck it is..
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Quote: (08-23-2013 02:41 PM)Giovonny Wrote:  

I'm just enjoying this experience, whatever the fuck it is..

The Dalai Lama says the meaning of life is simply to "be happy"
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"The more I see the less I know."

When you learn a lot about almost anything, it starts to make very little sense whatsoever.

Every time I pull away a curtain there's another one right behind it.
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The idea of "I don't give a fuck" is an exaggeration. The right attitude is "I want her, but I want other things even more like my self respect."

On one side of the spectrum, you have guys that desperately "need" a women, and they become panicky and needy. We all know that neediness will kill your chances, so you go to the other extreme and say "I don't give a fuck". But then you feel like you are lying to yourself because you know you do hope you succeed and get in her pants, and if you do you'll feel great.

So the right attitude is:

1. Know that not every girl will want you and accept that fact of life like a mature adult.

2. Pursue many girls so you have options.

3. Hope things work out and you get the notch but if you don't , see 1 and 2 above , you accept it with grace and move on.

4. Your self respect is worth more than any pussy. You'll never grovel to a girl.

Take care of those titties for me.
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It's been said before, not as a direct answer to this conundrum, but I think it applies:

Go out to be happy. Go out to meet girls. Go out to have fun. Don't go out to get laid. If you obsess over something you're more likely to fuck it up.

I think you're missing something else in your life if this is bringing you such disillusionment.

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Life ain't easy and you can't have it all

WIA
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The idea of wanting a dream girl, the one you finally fall in love with, have kids, marry etc. etc. is nothing but social conditioning brainwashed into us from the day we were born. It's pretty much a miracle that the red pill and game was ever discovered otherwise in a couple of years if an alien species landed on Earth they'd think there was only one gender that existed. Enjoy the game while you can man and don't worry about the sorry sods who have given up.
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The idea of wanting a dream girl, the one you finally fall in love with, have kids, marry etc. etc. is nothing but social conditioning brainwashed into us from the day we were born. It's pretty much a miracle that the red pill and game was ever discovered otherwise in a couple of years if an alien species landed on Earth they'd think there was only gender that existed. Enjoy the game while you can man and don't worry about the sorry sods who have given up.
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Now I believe, I will never fall in love, I will never meet the girl of my dreams, I will never live "happily ever after..." All that there is is me, and I will continue to live this way, until I die.

I've given up on falling in love, but I still like it when girls fall in love with me.

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