[R Smoov]

Well, I feel like in order to create fame you must have a story.
The story I live in life now was way different than it was when I was in highschool. I was just like every internet nerd. On games talking to people and shit and just doing things that I would deem as boring now.

But, you know it wasn't that bad now that I think about it Because now I have an audience to show this story. Bascially, my story was to also incorporate a friend with it. My best friend has played WoW with me and he's trying to get fit too. He used to do martial arts, hell so have I. If my skinny ass gets fit and his large self gets better, you know how many people on the internet who already know us? By username alone?

Shit's gonna go crazy. But back to the point. I feel that Money Game and Fame should not be ranked amongst each other. They all promote your lifestyle. They all help you prove the world that you have some fucking value. And in the end they all get that bitch to suck your dick at the end of the night.

I remember my freshman year of college like this. Me being unable to cope with getting rejected by hoes and having little muscle to complement my appearence. But there was one thing that I did that I still think was cool. I remember going up on stage in a dinosaur hoodie and a pokemon hat just not giving a fuck and just being crazy wild Rosca. And it seemed like everyone on campus respected me for that. If I had better game back then, I'd be fucking right now.

And it gets even better man. I got out of the hospital on my 20th birthday (i was drunk as fuck on my bday haha), and I just felt fucking mentally untouchable. A lot of shit I'd whine about freshman year, I just decide to just let it flow kind of. And I accept that I do and say crazy shit, so I've decided to do crazy shit and care less who sees it.

What I find that's good about life is that. No matter fucked up your past is, or your current state, improving from that shit is gonna make you feel fucking legendary. You have flaws, I have flaws, we all got fucking flaws to work on. But once we kick in that time to get em, it's on!

And you know what man? We shouldn't even worry about the people who don't know how we think about things. Or how we perceive life. It's social darwinism at it's best. Let these guys get married, it makes it more fulfilling for us. It makes it more fulfilling for us when their wives are at our doorsteps ready to take a flight with us to anywhere. While we're fucking her brains out, poor man is home doing his stressful job. I love this feeling, sick pleasure, but who cares. I like it.

[SelfPaid]

Yeah Rosca,
You're right on the Money...I could totaly see myself fucking just Flying to America and Party a week with you like fucking Rockstar

I know excatly where you're coming from especially when it comes to Girls, I have screwed up so many oppertunites You would actualy laugh you're ass of.

I didn't have a clue on how to be sexual imagine Girls trowing you'reself at you but you don't even know it and think they want to be you're friend

I mean I had all the odds stacked in my favore African descent so I have exotic Value living in Germany good backround Parents succesful and well connected, Good Private school, and only black kid in school, I had a few female Friends that I wasen't attracted to but where fun to hang out but I still didn't manage to get laid.

I mean imagine a hot girl laying in you're Bad and you do ... nothing (Ok maybe cuddle) cause you don't have a clue and rather do other things. I just didn't care and my sex drive was not that high until I moved out and to the city, that is when cracy things started happening.

I just stared to not give a fuck I would go out every day and approach girls, build up a social cirlce, and just do and say what ever the fuck I wanted just sayong to girls I am going to Fuck you so hard that you don't know who you are, grabbing there brests and there ass while there bofriends are near them and the funny thing is nothing happend I feeld like a God.

And i brought that attitude to the Job's I worked in luckly I worked on building a business on the site since I was making fun of customers and my Boss at that time didn't realy enjoy that so I switched alot of Jobs and learned alot until I was able to calm down and focuss and make Money fore myself and know I don't need a Job anymore but still have that cracy fun site which jumps out when it's time to get out and Party. I

Rejection doesn't even exist in my Reality it's just me having fun and doing what I want who cares what a Girl say's ore does it's you're Life.

The cool thing is you don't need to be anything to be valuable ore to be attractive just you'reself and enjoying you'reself no matter the situation.

I was broke and told Girls I work at MC Donalds and they didn't Care no one actualy cares if you have 10 Million ore 1000 ase long ase you're cool and fun to hang out with. And don't look like a homeless Person obviousely.

That's why I focuss on Making Money and Improving myslef fore my own Self interests and If some Girls like that, cool if not cool because I like it and I am the one who actualy matters.

Funny that I am sharing so much information here but who cares we are from the same cloth and everybody hase a Story to share..so it's cool