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(08-24-2018 07:42 AM)firat113 Wrote:  

I remember back when i didn't know what game was and not yet red pilled. I met an 18 year old girl at a street festival, she was so cute and innocent looking, we made eye contact and she gave me the warmest smile when we walked past each other. It made my day so much better, but i didn't think much about it, i was out enjoying the festival with a few friends of mine. A few hours later when we're about to head home i see the same girl again, she keeps looking at me from a distance and smiling. I was scared as fuck for rejection but i decided to go for it. She was so beautiful man.

"I see you're smiling at me, what's up with you, whats your name?". I went up and asked for her name and for her number, i tell her we should hang out sometime. She says she would love to.

3 days later we go out and grab dinner. I paid for everything even though it was kinda expensive. I didn't know any better back then and wanted to impress. We had a great time and the more i talked to her the more she seemed like an angel to me. This girl is too good to be true. She had no flaws. What i believed was a thing back then, the "innocent girl next door". We end the date and she tells me she had a fantastic time and she'd like to see me again. I reciprocate. I walk her home and i get a kiss at her doorstep. She asked if i wanted to chill at her place, her parents weren't home for another hour or two. If i knew better i could have gotten into her place, but i was a pussy and told her i had to get up early tomorrow (obvious lie). So i walked home.

After university, i always go to the library to study for an hour or two, and i happened to stumble on her. She didn't see me but i saw her from a distant. She was holding hands with another guy. At first, i thought it was just her brother, but then i saw them kissing. I go home and think what the hell is going on here, she just went out with me the other day, and we kissed, does she have a boyfriend? I decide to check up on her on Instagram, her name is unique so it was quite easy to find her, but her profile was private. I ask one of my friends to follow her and she accepts within 10 minutes. He sends me screenshots of her pictures. I sit there and look through them and find that she, in fact, does have a boyfriend. He seems like the beta kind of guy. There's even a picture she put up with them being on the phone for 5 hours. This guy was a beta provider. She was with him for the attention and comfort. But i didn't know any of this before, i was clueless about women and game.

I thought to myself, fuck this girl, she's probably out with guys like this so she can get away with a free meal, and i had just spent a lot of money on that date. She's clearly wasting my time. The same day she sent a message saying she wanted to see me again, but after what i had seen at the library and check out her social media, i decided to delete her number and forget about her.

A few days later, on a Friday, i'm out clubbing with some friends. My friend introduces me to some guy that claims he's fucked tons of girls and he shows me pictures and names of girls he's banged. Impressive. It was legit. I ask him whether he knows a girl called Monique (let's just call her that). He says yeah, why? I tell him about my episode the other day and he bursts in laughter. He tells me this girl isn't an angel and as innocent as i might think and that im completely wrong about her. She does have a boyfriend but it doesn't stop her from fucking other guys.

He shows me a video of her sucking his dick, and i freeze. Im shocked to be honest. I couldn't believe it, i told him to show me further proof that it's her. He showed me another video of him and his friend having a threesome with her in a forest. At this point im mindblown. This is exactly her. The sweet innocent girl i was on a date with not long ago. But how... she has a boyfriend? He tells me her boyfriend is beta as fuck and they're not having sex.

This was one of the biggest eye openers for me. It's scary how ignorant i was before i got red pilled. Now i keep seeing these things all the time and it's just normal for me now.

This year alone, i've fucked a girl with a boyfriend, because she was "bored of him", i've made out with a few girls with so-called boyfriends because "it just happened" and they were seeking excitement. I've slept with a girl that wasn't into one night stands in under 30 min of gaming her during night game, "im not one of those girls" she told me earlier that night. I've made out with a girl on the dance floor while her boyfriend was at the bar ordering them drinks (disgusting). Things that i thought was impossible 2 years ago. And i used to feel bad about all of this, imagine if your gf did this to you i asked myself, how would you feel about it? But i realize now it's part of the game and this is how things works.

I even asked this girl, what were you thinking making out with me when your boyfriend is just a few meters away, she told me that im exciting her more, that it's worth it and that it didn't matter if she got caught, because he would always forgive her if he found out about it. I felt kind of bad for this dude.

Oh man how much knowledge i have accumulated over the past few months, and i've just started out this year. It's like you get unplugged from the matrix and see the real raw world as it is. See women for who they really are. See the truth no matter how gritty and painful it may be. I feel bad for those who are not ready for this yet.

(08-27-2018 11:44 AM)Jetset Wrote:  

Married 26-year-old church girl connected with me through a mutual friend on social media, had a fit of vagina tingles and crashed at my place for a couple weeks while visiting the mutual friend. Absolutely vile sex in every respect. Her appetite was so off-the-hook I had to take time off work to fuck her enough. Spouting jizz all over her while she texts her husband about "having some things to work out" and "needing space".

Then she crashed with some dude she went to high school with for a week, then reconciled with her husband. Mother of two now.

Same girl packing up the twins for kindergarten and pushing the communion cart, asking me to choke her out with one hand and jam my entire fist inside with the other.

what does it mean when the RP community says accepting 'female nature' in regards to situations like these (skanking around, withholding truth, lying etc.)? How to accept? How to react?

I can focus on improving myself and my life. But without kids, I think it will all be in vain, and my life will be wasted. I can't control girls, so should I just get them when it's my turn (knowing their true nature, how can I start and maintain a family with them)?